what if.

// Sunday, March 09, 2008

3/09/2008 06:37:00 PM

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AHHH

today woke up damn early.

had to go church.

and one brother was sharing something with us.

his daughter was upset in school knowing her mum was unwell.

her teacher told her to pray for her mother.

so she pray for her mother everyday.

once her mum got recovered, she found her daughter holding her hands together.

she ask what she was doing.

"i pray for my dear mummy and papa."

YOU KNOW HOW OLD SHE IS?

ONLY PRIMARY TWO!

i almost shed tears!

and this brother was her father.

he hold back his tears and said, "how do you feel when someone is praying for you everyday?"

and then, my heart then filled with sins.

AHHHH!

i was not thoughtful enough.
i was selfish. really selfish.

why do i only for myself for studies and luck?

mum and dad had been doing so many wonderful things for us, and yet we didnt pray for them even we say thank-you and ILY.

this is such a BIG BIG DIFFERCENCE FOR ME, MYSELF.

BIG SHAME, IVY.

so i had learnt something from church today.

'PRAY FOR YOUR LOVED ONES EVERYDAY.'

so yeah..

when i reach home, i was thinking about yesterday.

that competition was really risky and challenging.

we really really had a hard time for GOLD.

but these girls really pull my socks up.

AND I REGRET.

i didnt jump that high because i might hurt jinwen, regarding one time, there's one girl who fall after i managed to catch and jump high as i could.

she falls and almost got injured.

that why i was affected.

sigh.

and this goalkeeper was JINWEN.

she was shouting and my supporters scream and scream especially beile and cy!

i kept saying "QUIET! SHUT UP!"

but they was so excited to scream my name, they couldnt get my message.

+_+

and the competition was 5-6.

score 6 was ours and thought we won.

but this sassy juncong said they was mistaken.

it was supposed to be 6-6!

after many arguements, they give us 2 mins to finish the game.

and after many efforts we used up, WE FINALLY WON.

i really want to thank all of my members!

they are really powerful.

i am ensure you!

HAHAHHAA

okay, today's my invention since my mum is not around.

i am going to make pasta using spagettie( HOW TO SPELL, AHH, i admit i am stupid)